Karma on Steroids

IOU & UOme

That’s what eclipses do: fast forward revealing karma, set a record straight, closing one area, opening another. Put you on the path where you need to be.

With the current nodal transits in the signs of the (NN-north node) Taurus/(SN-south node) Scorpio axis the universe is finishing & building karma in the theme of material & emotional security. 
What is played out between Venus (ruler of Taurus) and Mars (co-ruler of Scorpio)?
Venus is also the ruler of Libra, the sign of relationships & justice and Mars is also the ruler of Aries, the sign of me, myself & I. So a cummulation of I & U, me & us, love & money.
Scorpio's ruler is Pluto and Pluto is power. If you happen to have Mars in Scorpio, than you'll be having power on steroids at all levels. You master the power-game. Mars is also the ruler of Aries, but that's more of a blunt power.
Matters of love, hate, money, beauty, divorce, marriage, jealousy, man, woman, yin, yang, co-dependancy, secrets, control, manipulation, possession and intimacy are brought to the surface to transform and materialize. 

Since the south node is in Scorpio (matters relating to the 8th house) it’ll be finishing up matters in your house of Scorpio, it'll ask you where to refrain from, so it can build up the north node in Taurus (matters relating to the 2nd house) to gain from. Me vs them, I vs you.

8, The number of infinity, related to Karma. It’s a loop, a cycle, which repeats itself, rewards if you learned, backfall if you lose. The law of polarity. You win, you lose; you gain, you refrain. 

My Scorpio house is at the cusp of the 11th & 12th house. The 12th house is the house of the self-undoing, isolation, hidden stuff, clairvoyantness, the house of karma in the chart.
Whenever the sign of Scorpio is afflicted in my chart, I have deep soul (life/death) experiences and illnesses to concur, specially as my Libra Moon is on the 8th degree and Cancer is the ruler of my 8th house. My ascendant (me)  & descendant (relationship) are also on the 8th degree and my Jupiter is in Scorpio and it's the ruler of my ascendant. A heavy scorpionic flavor throughout many area's of my life!

Years it took me to unravel my own karmic mysteries (Saturn sextile my NN). Currently I am closing a large loop in my life related to Scorpionic (and also Taurus) matters. The Scorpio sign I resented for years. Why? It’s connected to death, secrets, soul pain, but also rebirth. The sign what scares me the most as it brings skeletons out of the closet where demons are hiding in every corner. My skeletons, my demons. The 12th house is something of an Escape Room.

Scorpio dives deep under the surface into the soul. And gosh, what have I learned and faced my own karmic patterns, shadow sides & demons. I barely knew them as I kept the door shut. But when devine time knocks on your door, you'd better answer the call.

Since my Oriental planet (1st planet counter clockwise from the Sun) is NeptuneRX in Saggitarius, 12th house under the guidance of Scorpio, I have to complete a spiritual foundation arround HSP, karma, self-undoing, soul-searching, life & death, lessons & teaching.

I attracted and projected the trades I resented. Meaning, I resented a part of myself. The part I didn’t accept, wasn’t aware I was blindfolding myself and not awknowledging this part of me what was hidden deep within myself. My soul needs to learn this in this life and the map was given at birth and I tell, it was quite a scavenger hunt. But I made it to the finish and I can see clearly what has been hunting and hurting me for years. Mirror the mirror🪞. 
But instead of considering energy as a fearfull enemy, I have learned that it's a fearless ally once you open the door to invite it in. By facing the shadow parts, union between both sides of the spectrum of the axis in oneself is possible. Roar against the demons & go with the challenging flow. Like the waves of the infinity symbol.
What doesn't kill you, makes you definitely stronger!

Devine orchestration brought me on this incredible transformative and life altering journey on Oct 28, 2017 where I had my Jupiter return and the cycle closes with the current full moon in Leo on Feb 5,  2023, conjunct my BML, black moon lilith. The NN at the time was conjuncting my BML in Leo, the Moon was in Aquarius (opposite sign of Leo). Current transitting BML is on her way to make her return & set Lilith free. I paid some of my karmic dues.

I couldn't have done it without the proud loving sunrays of Leo🤍❤️🖤 (residing in my 8th house).

🔺the creation (Leo) of self (Aries) 🔺

'To wither the storm, one must learn HOW to dance in the rain'

To be continued..

✨when stars collide to align, we can create magic power✨

Song: Dark Horse/Katy Perry

Transits of the Leo full moon Feb 5, 2023 (6.29 PM CET)