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According to TikTok (and this movie) there are. 

IOU & UOme

Change⚡️

Looking everywhere for a while now how and where to find it. Busy catching curveballs in between.

Walking in autumn October down the street to get some groceries. It's a beautiful day, no wind, little rain, calm air, autumn smell. All of a sudden the word crescendo comes to mind. Having lived in Italy and speaking that language, no bell is ringing. A blanc in my head. At some point a bell is ringing in my head: hello!! Crescere! Ahhh, ding-ding! Growing, maturing! What is that point that we are maturing as a person? Major external events what makes our perception change in our inner world or is it a major shift in our inner world what is bringing manifestation in our outer/external world? As above, so below. The Gemini/Mercury influence. (Mercury) Hermes: the messenger of the Gods, not the bag, though I really love the handbag. (Gemini) Castor & Pollux: in greek mythology the sons of Zeus. They were inseparable. Astrology wise: 3rd house, air sign; The intellectual, the thinking, communication. 

Waking up at 6AM on a Friday in September and sitting outside with a coffee and a cracking clear sky. Barely I have my eyes open and grabbing my phone to take a picture of the morning sky of the Orion constellation above me. Orion. As long as I am aware, the constellation is allways above me (where ever I lived in the world).

Seven years ago I went to the dentist for my first root canal. Like my arachnophobia I have also a dentistphobia. Two hours I spent sweating in a chair. When I was finally done, he said I needed to come back in two weeks to finish the job. Whaaat?? No way! I thought that was it, these two hours which I survived bravely. I couldn't go through it again. I had no pain, was stubbornly angry why he didn't take the time to finish it there and than. I left with no propper goodbey and left the dent be. No pain or whatsover, so why should I go back, right? We're talking about somewhere in 2015.