Full Moon Aries

Waking up at 6AM on a Friday in September and sitting outside with a coffee and a cracking clear sky. Barely I have my eyes open and grabbing my phone to take a picture of the morning sky of the Orion constellation above me. Orion. As long as I am aware, the constellation is allways above me (where ever I lived in the world).

Spiritualy the Orion belt means that whenever you feel drained of your strength, look in the sky and hold encouragement from the universe itself to flex those weak and drained parts of yourself and allow yourself to be strengthened to keep moving forward.

With 2 Yod's in my chart, I start to understand why the belt is allways with me somehow.
(A yod is a fated point in the horoscope chart where a mission has to be accomplished to balance out a lot of nervous and draining energy so it can transform into a gift. Where weaknesses eventually become strengths. The 2 'legs' (quincunx) of the planets of the Yod to the apex feels like when you turn two magnets arround and the polar opposites repel eachother, whilst the other part of the 2 planets work perfectly together (sextiled). My focal planets are Saturn and Neptune going to my ascendant, MC and Moon. 
Specifically the aspect from Saturn to my Moon is giving me an anxious personality.

I am on the ever search of (emotional) security and I see (through rose coloured glasses) the best in others.
Throughout my live my emotional needs where not always met and due to that it hits my self esteem and worth at times, which I am not surprised about since I am generation Chiron in Aries (1969-1976; the wouded healer with the wound of self) and that centaur jumps at my IC (the deepest point in the horoscope chart representing my inner me at my souls home) challenging my Moon (together with Uranus) at the MC (the highest point in the chart representing my feelings in the external status world). So something like the Moon functioning as an antenna picking up the emotions around me and like a lightning strike it comes into the core of me. 
But everytime that life tries to knock me down, I manage to get back up again and slowly but surely (thank you Saturn) I exchange the anxiety for wisdom (thank you Neptune). Learning to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and I am at that stage of knowing the difference.
And here I am, creating. Creating is my gift of mastering my insecurities, the rewards of Saturn with the imagination and ability to look behind the veil of Neptune. 
This cycle is coming to a close with the full moon in Aries on October 10, 2022. The year that everything gets balanced out (22). The centaur (Chiron) is joining the Moon at 17° in Aries, my homie. A moonlight is shed on the wounds, a cycle of closure and healing. A part of Chiron's key is turned, unravelled, to close a chapter and to start a new cycle of me, Aries.
Looking up the sky, winking to Orion, zipping my morning coffee, ready for another day!