Dentil Karma

Seven years ago I went to the dentist for my first root canal. Like my arachnophobia I have also a dentistphobia. Two hours I spent sweating in a chair. When I was finally done, he said I needed to come back in two weeks to finish the job. Whaaat?? No way! I thought that was it, these two hours which I survived bravely. I couldn't go through it again. I had no pain, was stubbornly angry why he didn't take the time to finish it there and than. I left with no propper goodbey and left the dent be. No pain or whatsover, so why should I go back, right? We're talking about somewhere in 2015.

Little fact to know that Saturn runs the dents. Saturn is your lifelong generational karma, it entails all your barried fears and mine happens to be in earthly Taurus. Taurus manifests in everything what has roots to grow. You get it already?
Together with Saturn, Mercury & Venus accompany that karma planet. Venus is the ruler of my health house and Mercury rules the thinking, communicative mind.

So stubbornly as I am, I take quick fiery actions and descisions. As said, no pain, so we'll see in the end where it pops up, little did I know in that time about astrology, lot did I know subconsciously energywise.

The cycle of Saturn takes about 27/28 years (famous 27!) to cycle your zodiac and every 7 years a part of that Saturn cycle is activated karmicly by transiting nodes, eclipses and Saturn itself. Remember: karma is a balancing act, so positively & negatively become neutral.

Back in 2015 I was just divorced, I just wanted to leave all the troubles behind and move forward with my new life. Being a single mom was hard enough to keep all ducks in a row with struggling & juggling work/life balance and forthseeing was not part of my short-term-survival brain.

In 2020 I needed to do some check-ups in the hospital and besides a nodal was found in my lungs (Mercury), a lipoma was to be checked on my kidney (Venus) and a 3D x-ray was made of my jaw (Saturn). Most of 2020 transiting Saturn was squaring my natal Sun, including retrogrades going back&forth pointing me my restrictions, fears & hardships. Squares in astrology are no fun and the Saturn/Sun one plays out the hard way physically & mentally to make you feel (sun) that something needs to change. It'll tell you in a cold, hard (saturn) way that something in your core (sun) is off. Saturn is the cold planet which gives rewards but also takes life, as it's restricts.

-Saturn & Pluto where conjuncting in Capricorn at the time and all structures where scrutinized (world, government, personal level). All baried structures in the 'underworld' (Pluto/Hades) where brought to the light by Saturn and cojoining Jupiter made it big. This happened not only at collective level (C-19, lockdowns, curfews etc.) but it touched each life to balance all crap out to the core, what needed to be pulled to the surface to deal with.-

So I was told that I had a dormant infection under the root of my dent. Somehow this wasn't a surprise.. Still I had no pain and was too much preoccupied with other internal fears, so I let the dormant infection to rest in a dormant part of my mind.

So it turns September 2022 (equinox*) and I start waking up with dental pain, I cover it up with some painkillers. The next day the dent breaks of. Slowly the transiting north node in Taurus is moving from Venus, to Mercury on it's way to closing up conjuncting Saturn. Accompanied by Uranus, the thundergod, which strikes it's light unexpectedly, it hits exactly on 19° Taurus where my Mercury (beside that its connected to the lungs, it also rules the nerve system) sits. Tooth ache. 

The infection is woken up by Uranus, after been asleep for 7 years. With the transiting Cancer (nurture of the soul and past) Moon on my vertex (fateful event) opposite transital Pluto (root-cause), I am the next day in the chair of the endodontist and needed to stay there for 2 hours to treat a woken infection, twice as big on two roots. Two days after the treatment I get sick and antibiotics need to come in to water the fire, as I am in a lot of pain in my jaw. Pain in the roots of the core of my being. Apearantly I didn't clean up the past 7 years as I should have. Saturn pointing it's finger where I missed some steps, due to my own fiery stubborness.
I only learn the hard way, but eventualy I learn.

*day & night are equally long and in the northern-hemisphere we're changing to autumn. Since autumn is opposite to spring (and I was born in spring: April), it's half way the year and for me the cooling-off season starts with not enough light (fire signs need the sun to shine bright) to obtain. As the light is changing, (karmic) events are brought out to the surface to transform.
(Aries-Libra/IC-MC axis)

- the universe🪐 works in mysterious ways - may it be with you 😘 -